It is but I didn't want to be even more abnormal
I made the decision to date guys when I was still very much a baby tran and i didn't want to be just that little bit more out there...>>8379148
I won't, I'm trying to get better>>8379157
I'm hard on myself I always have been
I know it's a bad idea to compromise who you are and that it makes you unhappy and it should be obvious to someone who is trans.
It's just so easy to build up those layers of repression and denial. Like Christ I can't even be in a change room with with women without having a panic attack>>8379131
Thanks zna I should know better ;_;