>>9235083>How long do I have to wait? It never ends, tamashi. Half the week I feel "okay" or out of control, the rest I'm drowning in sad
I can relate. My sleep schedule is so fucked that I can go days with only seeing a couple hours of sunlight, and I just wanna sleep.
Other times, I'm really focused on my goals and so on, and feel like If I can raise myself up I can help a lot of people. It's a different kind of rollercoaster for me but I think I can relate. I like to believe I'm making progress though, and that doesn't mean having to try to act tough about how shit things feel, but just not hate myself as much when it does.
I think we can pull through this anon. We are good people and we deserve to feel okay about life even if it doesn't make sense sometimes.>>9235056
update: I'm hoping drinking a little more will kill my wood so I won't be as horny later.
I think it's working.>>9235114
Giving yourself something to do always help. When I feel like trash, I'll sometimes do something creative and before I know it I forget about feeling like trash.
Exercise also helps, My old shoes are broken down so when my new ones come I'm back to doing cardio. Unironically I find fapping (especially my current method) really helps as strange as it might seem its something where I don't really think about how I feel about myself and just focus on the act so to speak. So doing that everyday helps me.>>9235147
We are good people and are going to make it anon.